Aq preggy lagi.....tp hanya 'dipinjamkan' oleh YANG MAHA ESA...sekejap cuma...
x sempat tuk aq merasa gembira......
x sempat tuk aq khabarkan pada z.....
sebab aq sindri tak tau yg aq berbadan dua.....
sehingga la pagi tadi....aq MISCARRIAGE....KEGUGURAN...
and d sad part.....its come out dgn sendirinya....*crying rite now*
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then g klinik just tuk make sure ....and bila doc. scan.....yap...m pregnent but baby ....GONE...
yg tinggal cuma cebisan uri dan sarungnye....hmmm...and she/he almost 2wks to 3wks...
pastu aq terus g Ampang Putri...coz dah jd kes emergency....then my obygin, Dr. Fauziah...
scan again....its empty...dah xd cebisan2 dah....dia turun during my bleeding....so no need to do D&C ...just kena cucuk tuk kecutkan rahim...at dis time...mmg aq down gila...menangis jgn ckp la...coz i do feel bad...aq rasa cam aq x jaga 'dia'...how i wish i know...
mmg x sangka ...coz aq still bfeed...XCLUSIVELY....then amek pil ...yg x penah miss....
tp kalau dah ditakdirkan aq preggy....aq trima...but when dis happen....and dis is d 1st time happen to me...aq rasa sedih sangat.....sayangnyeee....
NOTE:
kuatkan semangat.....
